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كتم                                                                                                                                           المشاعر                                                                                                                                           يعتبر                                                                                                                                           يـا                                                                                                                                            بشـر                                                                                                                                            كبْـتوانـا                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         رضيـت                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          بكبتهـا                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          واتعبتنـي

جاريت نفحات الهوى  لينط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¸ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ£ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹أ¢â‚¬ع©ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¹ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹ط¢آ©ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬اوعـتوارخصت نفسيط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¸ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ£ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹أ¢â‚¬ع©ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¹ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹ط¢آ©ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬قب ماطاوعتنـي

يا                                                                                                                                                                              ليتنـي                                                                                                                                                                               مـن                                                                                                                                                                               شهدهـا                                                                                                                                                                               ماتذوقـتماكان                                                                                                                                                                              ذقت                                                                                                                                                                              السـم                                                                                                                                                                              يـوم                                                                                                                                                                              اعدمتنـي

وياليتنـي                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         مـن                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         شطهـا                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         ماتقرّبـتماكان                                                                                                                                                                             ذقت                                                                                                                                                                              المـوت                                                                                                                                                                              يـوم                                                                                                                                                                              اغرقتنـي

وياليتني                                                                                                                                                                              من                                                                                                                                                                              بارجـة                                                                                                                                                                              رعبهـا                                                                                                                                                                               خفـتماكان                                                                                                                                                                              من                                                                                                                                                                              نزوة                                                                                                                                                                              خطرهـا                                                                                                                                                                               فجعَتنـي

ياحظ...في                                                                                                                                                                             حقي                                                                                                                                                                             ورى                                                                                                                                                                             ليهْ                                                                                                                                                                             ماانصفت؟اوراقك                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        السـودا                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        ورى                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         ماانصفتنـي

وشلونط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¸ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ£ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹أ¢â‚¬ع©ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¹ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹ط¢آ©ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬نّي في الملاقـى تخلّفـت؟حتـى                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        شفاقـة                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         رحمتـك                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         خالفتنـي

ماني بقابل  لكط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¸ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ£ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹أ¢â‚¬ع©ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¹ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹ط¢آ©ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬ـذر  لـو  تعـذّرتخـذلان                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          بيبانـك                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          تـرى                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          كلّفتنـي

إرتاح   لاتتعبط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¸ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ£ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹أ¢â‚¬ع©ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¹ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹ط¢آ©ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬سـى   ماتكلّفـت؟!ماعمر                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       فزعاتـك                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        وفَـت                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        واسعفتنـي

اناط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¸ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ£ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹أ¢â‚¬ع©ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¹ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹ط¢آ©ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬لى  حـرف  الكلافـه   تعذبـتصامدتها                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        بالصمـت                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        ليـن                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         جرحتنـي

كم                                                                                                                                                                              كلفتنـي                                                                                                                                                                               بالخفـا                                                                                                                                                                               لـو                                                                                                                                                                               تصبـرتفينـي  ملامحهـاط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¸ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ£ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹أ¢â‚¬ع©ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¹ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹ط¢آ©ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬َلَـت   واعتلتنـي

هذي                                                                                                                                                                              حقيقة                                                                                                                                                                              قصتـي                                                                                                                                                                               لـو                                                                                                                                                                               تحفّظـتملامح   الذكرىط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¸ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ£ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ£ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹أ¢â‚¬ع©ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¹ط·آ£ط¢آ¢ط£آ¢أ¢â‚¬ع‘ط¢آ¬ط·آ¹ط¢آ©ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ·ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ·ط·آ¢ط¢آ¢ط·آ·ط¢آ¢ط·آ¢ط¢آ¬َغَـت    واجبرتنـي

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